Well, I'm bored, sitting at work. So I figured I'd post here again.
Gina and I are still in a happy relationship. Things have been going very well. I don't believe in fate, or such nonsense, but I feel very lucky to have met her through my living situation. Had I not her my final semester of university, I feel I would have been a less happier individual. So that's that.
Unfortunately, she's leaving for Ireland on Wednesday for six-week study abroad program in Ireland. I'll miss her, but it'll certainly prove to be valuable experience for her.
On a side note, this weekend and the previous were both refreshing. I saw Rei in full-form last weekend, and Sean this weekend. After being away from home for almost 5 years, I feel that Rei and Sean are the two friends I really miss the most, from day to day. It's rare to find people with the same personalities, interests, and senses of humor.
Fri, Mar. 16th, 2007, 03:58 am
Yeah, dating a girl now. Gina.
She's amazing. Happiest I've been in 4+ years of being in East Lansing.
Sun, Feb. 11th, 2007, 10:45 pm
Things are decent. Currently have a paid internship. Other things are also going fine.
Seems like I'm doing alot of the footwork though. Gives me an uneasy feeling.
Oh, party here February 17th in honor of a roommate's 21st. If I know you, and don't hate you, you're invited.
Thu, Jan. 11th, 2007, 11:20 pm
Really confused right now. And, I feel anxious. Talked to my parents about some really personal stuff recently. Probably the most revealing I've been with them for many years. They were very supportive of my situation. I probably won't post any of the details here; I'll tell you about if you need to know.
I almost want to cry.
Mon, Dec. 18th, 2006, 08:10 am
Said something to the girl I liked.
Set some goals for the new year. I'm going to get back in shape the right way.
May have several job oppurtunities in California through a contact I met in a video game.
Life is good currently.
It's been an extremely long time since I updated this piece of shit journal, but I feel it's time. An event happened last night that made want to write in this again. While home, visiting Izzy and the gang, I stumbled upon some writings that my sister created. It was a short narrative, nothing special, but it reminded me how much I enjoyed writing and reading about day to day activities. From the writings, I also was reminded how similar my sister and I are alike. Socially, we're quite different, and many might notice this. I'm certainly a more social person; she tends be the opposite. But as far as every day feelings approach us each, we're the same.
As a person, though I don't show it, I am very anxious all of the time. I worry about things constantly, whether I need to or not. Some people turn worrying into a positive solution to the problem or issue they're worrying about. But, I do not. I simply let it linger, and drive slowly drive me insane. Though, I'm not crazy of course, I'm just always secretly worried about random things. School and females are something that worry me now, and not even in a bad way I guess. I always feel the worst is going to happen, even when it probably won't. I won't really go into detail on either. Maybe at a later date.
But, as I haven't really updated this journal in a while, I guess I'll bring readers up-to-date as to where I am in my life. 1) I'll be graduating from MSU this fall. Though I should be scared/excited about moving into the real world on my own, my attitude has been very blah. I think it partially stems from my shitty start at MSU (my hatred for Political Science), and my final desination of the communications college. Though, I enjoy TC as a whole, I feel something still isn't right. I know it's not what I was destined to do as a human being on this earth. But, who actually follows dreams, or has dreams at all? I'm envious of people like Scott, because he's always known what he's wanted to do in life. Business and Finance always interested him, so it made his decisions later in life more easily than I ever could. College has been a great experience, but I've found the programs I've been in haven't really spoken to my interests as well as they should. I guess that's why I've done so-so as a student. Oh well, life goes on. I could probably talk about this topic for a long time, but shall save those words for a later entry as well.
Lastly, I'm currently living with Kate Lietch, and several of her friends from the previous school year in a nice house. Though as one might expect, living with 4 females may be odd or akward from time to time, but overall I've really enjoyed it. Living with Rob was one of the most enjoyable times of my life, but without changing enviroments, it's difficult to develop as a person. Livinig here has taught me a few things about human nature I think. Maybe not. Anyway, it's been nice here so far, and I plan on living here for 4-5 months after I graduate.
Anyway, I think that's enough for now. Not too emo for my first post in 2 years or so. More to come later.
PS- Gears of War for Xbox 360
PSS- I have the best pets ever (<3 FUD/SADIE)
Thu, Oct. 14th, 2004, 04:03 pm
well, i'm sitting in an MSU computer lab between my TC class and my statistics lab, so I figured i'd do the ol' update job.
firstly, brothers' weekend was a most definetly a success. Jim, Joey J, Joe B, and Wesoritron all came down to MSU to spend some time with the big boys. I guess I can't speak for the rest of them, but I certainly had any enjoyable time. Friday evening, ganked some food and played some videogames; it was pretty low key, but g00d. Saturday though, was slightly more zoo-like. We picked up some beer and liquor, and got the dudes smashed. Here's a few key events that happened during the drunken hootenanny (sp?):
*bloody knuckle matches between my brother and joey johston. Painful looking, but pricless.
*taking a picture of rob and his bro sleeping on the same bed.
*accusing jim of peeing his pants, and listening to his hour-long explanation of how he didn't.
*threatening to give jim a hair-cut, and watching him be actually frightened that we were going to do it.
*playing a round of thunderstuck drinking game. Jim and Joey did an impressive job, I must say.
So, that summed up some of the key events from the drink-o-rama on saturday. On sunday, the the dudes took off. But, before they did, they took it upon themselves to paint a black racing stripe on my car (rusted- out '87 grand am), and also paint the word '1337' (in 1337 of course, n00bs) on both of my doors. They did a damn-fine job. Some say my car looks like a rally car. I would definetly agree.
Finally, I'd just like to say that World of Warcaft is slowly taking over my life. It's just too. fucking. good. A few weeks ago, I checked my total time logged, and it said ~14 days. That's 14 real-life days people. By now, I'm sure it's close to 20. Do the math: 20x 24 hours = I am a 1337 |\|3l2D
Oh, and I also picked up (rented and copied) the new x-men legends for xbox. A multiplayer beat 'em um game with rpg elements. Can't ask for more. Play it for teh \/\/1|\|
Anyway, I'm done with this trash. Later newbs.
Thu, Sep. 2nd, 2004, 01:07 am
Well, fool has finally started again folks. Bittersweet.
The new place is looking fucking hot. Living with Rob, my chinese buddy, and andy, my nerdy other half. It's like fucking NORAD here. LCDs and internet tubes everywhere. It's pretty close to heaven on earth.
Meh, and I guess my classes are looking alright. TC 100 is going to be a fucking joke. Frickin proffessor said the latest wifi-routers support 52 mbps. What a ch00b. Everyone knows it's 54 mbps (or 108 even). Meh, n00bs will be n00bs.
Oh, and I've come to the conclusion that my brother listens to much better music than I. Just check out his xanga ("wankle"), it's loaded with sweet tunes. Oh well. *turns up Saves the Day*
Anyway, later d00ds. I've gotta studying (World of Warcraft) to do.
Thu, Aug. 19th, 2004, 02:02 am
well, I haven't updated in a while, so I figure I'll give it another go.
Firstly, Conan the cat did finally come back. He was gone 5+ days, but he finally showed his pretty face. Cats pwn.
Second, this summer has been pretty cool. I scored an easy job @ at a chicken restaurant. easy peezy w/ decent pay. I really couldn't ask for any more than that.
Thirdly, the World of Warcraft beta fucking rocks. I can't stop playing it. It's like jesus crapped gold in my eyes. And on my keyboard and mouse.
Fourthly, I move back to MSU in less than a week. It should be wonderful living with andy and rob :D And by wonderful of course, I mean a hilarious zoo circus jamboree.
Meh, that should typing is for n00bs. later chumps.
Fri, Jul. 9th, 2004, 03:04 am
Conan the cat has been missing for four days. I'm starting to worry T_T
If you've seen him cattin' around recently, please let me know.